Samstag, März 31, 2012

Do you know ? ... :"(

... I guess my gifts are just unimportant for you ... Don't you know how many loves I spent for the gifts and all my time I spent for the fucking gifts ?!
No. -.- you don't care.
Just make me sad and disappointed. :"(

Donnerstag, März 29, 2012

Wtf ?!

What did I do last night ?!
Just horrible. O.o

Mittwoch, März 28, 2012

Cupcakes ! *____*

Whoa London ?! I love you !!! So many cupcakes ! :D
And all the sweets and cakes !!! *____*
So yummy. :D

Pizza Hut! :D

Damn ! I'm so hungry! :P

Dienstag, März 27, 2012

Montag, März 26, 2012

-.-

Fuck hostels !!
Where is my breakfast ?!

Sonntag, März 25, 2012

London !

On my Way to London with a lot of sweets! :D

Finally I got it !! :D

Ahh I've finished my skilled work !!! :D
Just waiting for London ! *____*

Samstag, März 24, 2012

Here we go ! :D

London ?! I'm coming ! ;D

Cotton Candy !!! *____*

Ahhh damn my second cotton candy. I guess it's my highlight of today. :D

I love it. <3

Some cute stuffs :P

Freitag, März 23, 2012

Mcs baby ... Mcs !!! :D

wooooah !! :D damn I am sooo FUUUUUUUUUUL ! :D
hihihi :*

Donnerstag, März 22, 2012

Dienstag, März 20, 2012

Bye Bye Unni :**

hihihi tomorrow my lovely Unni will fly to America ! *_______*
I hope you really have a funny time, enjoy the time and come healthy and happy back !!! :*
and don't forget all the presents for us. :P

I love you and I will miss you ! :*

Samstag, März 17, 2012

Parents and facebook :D

It's really funny to see how my dad is discover Facebook and how he get addicted. XD

One day ...

One day you are going to miss me chasing you, you're going to miss my annoyingness, you're going to miss how much I cared about you and loved you. One day you're going to miss me but I am gone ...

Hate that I love you


next song which describe my feelings. O.o
Seems to be my lucky day ...

Broken hearted Girl



Damn the lyrics ... sooo true!
You're really the one that I could forget, the only one I love to not forgive and though you break my heart. Tell me the reason ? Please. :'(
You're the only one and though there are times when I hate you, because i can't erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face. I guess it is normal now, that you hurt me and put the tears on my face. Just normal ...
And even now while I hate you it pains me to say: "I know I'll be there at the end of the day."
It really really pains, because you take advantage of the fact that I...love you beyond a reason why ?
You know exactly how to touch so that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more.
And it just ain't right!
You say, you've got the most respect for me, but sometimes I feel, you're not deserving me. You say, you are glad to have me, but why don't I feel this gratefulness ?
And yes there are times, when I hate you but I don't complain, because I've been afraid that you would walk away... No I am not afraid that you could walk away, but I am afraid to be alone, because I know you won't fight for this love, you won't do anything... That's sooo sad. :'(



Freitag, März 16, 2012

Parents.

They were, they are and they will be for ever a mystery for me. -.-"

:"(
Cry !

Hello Kitty ~~

Damn it! Just like a dream comes true. XD *_____*
Thank you honey. :*

Donnerstag, März 15, 2012

Sick -.-

TT___TT
3 days no school + weekend !
Time for my skilled work. :s

Dienstag, März 13, 2012

Love~~

Ben&Jerry !

Sooo yummy. :P

Sonntag, März 11, 2012

Everything

I really lost everything.
Someone who is there for me the whole time.
Someone who cares for me.
Someone who helps me in school in anywhere.

It's the consequence of my decision.
My current situation:
I have a BF but it's like I've nothing anymore.

Just because of you I lost everything.
Thank you.

Samstag, März 10, 2012

London. :)

Ready for London with my new bag ! :D

People come and go ...

Soo true!! ...


The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Under the same sky, at different places
Because you and i are dangerous
I am leaving you
One letter difference from ‘nim’^
It’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
Cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
No words can comfort me
Perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
Now its final curtain is coming down

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

The winter had passed
And the spring has come
We have withered
And our hearts are bruised from longing

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

I feel like my heart has stopped beating
You and i, frozen there, after a war
Trauma, that has been carved in my head
Once these tears dry up, i will moistly remember my love
I’m neither painful nor lonely
Happiness is all self-talk
I can’t stand something more complicated
It’s no big deal, i don’t care
Inevitable wandering, people come and go

I was born and i met you
And i have loved you to death
My cold heart that has been dyed blue
Even if you have left, i’m still here

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Again tonight, underneath that blue moonlight
I will probably fall asleep alone
Even in my dreams, i look for you
And wander around while singing this song

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

(i’m singing my blues)
Used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
The love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh

Big Bang - Blues

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Donnerstag, März 08, 2012

:"(

It seems like our friendship comes to an end. :"(
Guess so. :"(

Mittwoch, März 07, 2012

Pipapo. :)

This blog entry is just for you. :)
Lalala Pipapo I like u. ~~
It just funny how fast it could be.
:)

Haha I make my promise comes true. (can I write it like that ? XD)
Anyway what about youu ~ ? :P

:**

Flat baby flaaaat!!! :D

Finally I got enough money for that shit ! :D

Sonntag, März 04, 2012

Strangers.

We are definitely strangers again.
It was so impossible.
We were inseparable.
Memories.

Samstag, März 03, 2012

272

272 days !

I hate you !!!

Why am I here ?
Why are you holding me here ?
I know you don't want me ...
But why ?
Can't you let me go ?
I thought you love me.
I thought I am your daughter.

Every girl is proud of her father.
What about me ?
I hate you.
I really hate you !!