Mittwoch, November 30, 2011

Awesome :)

Thank you guys for all the present and wishes :***
I am very happy about every call and SMS of you :***

And a special Thank you to my Unni,Boo,Russlana and Michel :***

A very nice Day with lots of surprises :D
Love you all !!!!! <3

Montag, November 28, 2011

End ♥

Everything will be okay in the end.
If it's not okay.
It's not the end.


I Love you Boo :***

Hihi :***
It's been one year and it just feels the same *______*
I love you so much Boo :**

Christmas market <3

Sonntag, November 27, 2011

Düsseldorf :**

Düsseldorf my new hometown *_____*

Samstag, November 26, 2011

Thank you :***

Indeed it's not my Birthday ...
But it was a very awesome Day :***
Thank you everyone and see you next week ;)
Love ya :**

Freitag, November 25, 2011

Christmas market. <3

Hihi a little foretaste of the 28th ;**
Awesome !!! *____*

Donnerstag, November 24, 2011

Christmas <3

Hihi :)
I know it's a bit to early :s
But I'm just wrapping gifts for cousine and so ;D
What a nice feeling :P
Ahhhh I like Christmas *_____*

Mittwoch, November 23, 2011

Wtf ?!

Lie Lie Lie -.-"
Fuck you man -.-"

But my problems are still there :(

Good Morning

Can't sleep at all :/
So tired and sick of everything ...
Why ?
Why are you still want to keep the memories ?
Isn't it better when you forget it ?
Want to start new ... But someone is getting in my way -.-"

Dienstag, November 22, 2011

Love...

Love ...
What is Love ?
Who is Love ?
Wehre is Love ?
From where does Love comes ?
Where does Love goes to when a relationship ends ?
Is Love that important ?
Do we need Love ?
Do I need Love now ?
Is Love easy to handle ?
Are there a lot of kinds of Love ?
Love ...

I feel loveless ...
Don't know how to express my feelings now ...
Love is actually important for me ...
But everything seems to be out of control :/
Nothing works :(
Whatever I do ...
It seems to be wrong ...
Everything I do make no sense ...
Everything seems to be hopeless ...

Could i manage this ??
I should ask ...
Could we manage it together ??

I don't know what you are thinking now ...
All I know is that I'm sorry and that I'll wait for your last decision ...
And whatever you decide for ...
Wether it's me ... I am glad about it
If not ...
I'll be alright ;)
And the only thing I could say is ...
Thank you for all the memories :*
I am really sorry :(
And all best wishes for Love :)

I am not that serious anymore ...
I'll take everything lightly :)

Sonntag, November 20, 2011

Brave Brothers - Leaked Song ♥

I know I hurt you when I went away
left you crying, I remember that day
I regret it, what I did to you
I know it's crazy, but baby, but it's true
Never meant for your heart to break
I can see that I made a mistake
I've been thinking how I can get back to try a find a way,
wishing for the day
Cause I didn't know, what else with to do or go.
I needed time to see, I needed a time just for me.
But now I wanna show how much I love you so.
I hope that I'm not too late for you to hear me say,
Baby, I'm sorry. I really wanna make it up to you.
There's nothing more that I wanna do.
I hope that you still feel the same.
Never meant to cause you pain, I'm sorry.
I really miss the way we used to love.
You're the only one that I dream of.
Let me look into your eyes and apologize,
cause baby, I'm sorry.
Baby, I'm sorry~
Ooh, baby, I'm sorry.
I know how hard it is for you to trust.
It ain't easy to believe me.
I know I was being so selfish.
How could I do this?
Now I'm back to try to repair,
make sure this time I'm there.
If you're watching me, I'm just hoping you forgive me.
Cause I didn't know, what else with to do or go.
I needed time to see, I needed a time just for me.
But now I wanna show how much I love you so.
Hope that I'm not too late for you to hear me say,
Baby, I'm sorry. I really wanna make it up to you.
There's nothing more that I wanna do.
I hope that you still feel the same.
Never meant to cause you pain, I'm sorry.
I really miss the way we used to love.
You're the only one that I dream of.
Let me look into your eyes and apologize,
cause baby, I'm sorry.
Ooh~
Baby, I'm sorry~

Hangover :s

Whoooa what a nice night ;D
Maybe with no happy end :/
But still cool :D

Hmm what to do now ?? :/

Samstag, November 19, 2011

Wtf ?!

Everybody seems to be against me -.-"
Can't i have fun ?!

Closer ...

Everytime when i am writing the date on the homework ... I could feel that day is coming closer ... Closer and closer ...
Of any reason i want to stop the time or skip that day :/
~ lonely ~

If i gave you one ...

A litile bit goes a long way...
If i gave you one, would you want two, If i gave you two, would you want three ...

If i gave an inch, would you want a foot
If i gave that foot, would you want a yard
If i gave that yard, would you want a mile
If i gave that mile, would you want the town ?
I wanna give you everything you want
I wanna be the everything you need
I’m right here for you baby girl
Don’t have you worry bout a thing ...

(Nelly - if i gave you One)

Freitag, November 18, 2011

Where ??

Whenever I cried he would always make me feel like he would change the world if he could so it couldn't hurt me anymore. But now I’m crying and he's not here ...

Life is gay ...

Damn best grade ever -.-"
Ahh i don't give a shit ...

Never have felt unwell like tonight :/
Very unconfortable :(

Trying to think about other things ...
But why is everyone trying to make cry ..

P.s. You disappoint me ...

Dienstag, November 15, 2011

no time no blog ...

woooah so long no posts :O
so much trouble in the last weeks :s
anyway ...
everything seems to be alright and seems to be like the past :'(
no change ~
maybe no worry too ? :s